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El Mar Mi Amor

by Swim, Gustavo!

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paitho_unofficial Muy buen album, me gustó desde la primera vez que lo escuché.
Me encantaron las armonías que hacen las 3 voces, sobre cuando se incorporan los guturales.
Además, siento que cada uno de los integrantes destaca por su excelente trabajo y podría escuchar este disco una y otra vez ya que tiene mucho que ofrecer. Favorite track: Live Like Crustaceans.
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1.
It's Okay to be alone Write shit down and grab a smoke twist around and try to cope Try again I've lost hope A carousel of words it's something I've never heard Gotta love the way you dig the pain Oh no am I insane? Maybe it's my mind Some thoughts that I can't define Tearing me to pieces Maybe I should change my face Afraid to check the mirror Afraid of what I'll find I know it's not the same face I woke up with last time I burn all the happy endings One page at a time I know I'm all alone in line Until my heart resigns Your eyes on the road Which way do we go Hide your pills and Drown the anger Shake your fist in Constant danger Sedatives and Dirty thinking Public shame is Hardly Living Love to hate your veins like wire Dankest shit that I desire Separate me Always Home (Woo!) Fools gold leaves me stranded for days With your feelings of emptiness And so I have to understand Why you won't even call And why there's never any answers It's okay To be alone Write shit down Grab a smoke Twist around Try to cope Try again It's okay To be alone Write shit down Grab a smoke Twist around Try to cope Try again
2.
Rainbow Road 04:21
Why am I afraid Letting you go (Shivering up my spine) (Cold touch is so haunting) (This is my goodbye) (When I walk away, please don't follow me) Is it raining where you are (I secretly pray that you're ok) Cause I’m drowning over here When you look up to the sun Feel warmth through my fears I never got to asking you How distance breaks your shell (Hey) The only comfort that I have With 2000 miles Is we’re both alone And I’m on my way home (Twists and turns with no thought I'll make it back to you I scream to God as I breach through the storm I'm holding out for the sake of my humanity Can you reciprocate the feeling) Waiting on your answer for days All the Grey never seems to settle Letters stay lost Or sold like scraps of metal I’ll raise the point (it means more than you know) It’s beyond sentimental Toe tagged Jane doe scares me a little Now is it worth it (Are you worth it) To wait (for me) For me (to wait) In the position of pain But sure what can I do Morality will ask the question am I good for you Whether it’s heaven or hell my choice is always you And I’ll say fuck it to the pain I’m down for your abuse I miss your conversation piece and all the laughs we had Even if it was short and all up in my head But fuck my feelings My inner demons will push me on So when this song ends Ima stay sad and drunk So young miss villainous Tell me how you feel Were you the song in my head or were you fucking real Bitter feelings cause I’m left thinking I’m worthless I mean I know I am I just wish it hurt less The only comfort that I have With 2000 miles Is we’re both alone And I’m on my way home The only comfort that I have (Lately my days blue) With 2000 miles (And I always think of you) Is we’re both alone (And your answer’s always grey) And I’m on my way home (Because you never fucking say)
3.
It's the way we never change How it all drives me so insane And every breath I take Tastes the same as yesterday Trying to relapse with mental strain Fragile pain in your words Got no place to call your own (Hey!) We've reached the peak of A subtle expiration Your constant doubts and A social misdirection in a toxic conversation Distance will kill us New beings will change us! (Miscommunication) So what's left? Is it us? It it them? Cause I can't keep on Sulfric tones in your voice Banish me out to the void The ghost of what was pulls me under You can't save me from where you placed me But are you hearing the words I'm screaming? Why do you runaway? Why do you hide your face? Here we are Right from the start All of your burdens lie so far away so take all of your shit with you
4.
23 03:29
Numbers Placement Rest upon humanity I am not obsessed everything is... Numbers Placement Rest upon humanity I am not obsessed everything is 23! Please hold me under Don't let me breathe Promise me that you'll be the last thing I see Lost inside the ocean throw away the mask (I can't feel my legs Carrying the world endlessly Weighed down by your dismay It's okay to feel this way we all blame our growing pains) Let's Bury the Facade Let's all have one final laugh! and it feels like it's madness Anger Panic Desperation Your hearts screaming complications Tightrope claims my expiration Toe tag has my name Madness claws at my withdrawl There's sadness on the fucking walls A pill I know could end this all My day's going great Hang my head cause I'm to blame I'm riddled and I've lost my sane to 23 we toast today With 40z and a gun It's nice to celebrate Now let us dine on cake Contains the lies we told to make it through the day Lost at Sea Help me find myself (another burial for me) I remember everything exactly what it's supposed to mean to me I'm never really sure I remember everything exactly what it's supposed to mean to me I'm never really sure I remember everything exactly what it's supposed to mean to me Thrill kills my will why do I feel? You say it's nothing I but know you're lying Where do you go? And who do you know? Caught until I wake up But I don't want to go Maybe I want to though Time all slipped away then turned around to slap my face It's cold today, it's found the way to get inside my veins I'm not gonna be okay I'm saving face by being fake I'm not myself
5.
Where'd she go? I don't know! Through the door! Follow her! Don't wander off! There she goes! No remorse! Don't look back! Runaway! You're always say you're not worth saving but your words are fading out Her pretty eyes are full of lies (Feeling tired and restless) But the pain and tears here are televised (Blue across your face) Comfort nonexistent, safety inconsistent (Turns into violet) Pleasure is the last thing on her mind (Such violence) There she goes! No remorse! Dont look back! Run away! Fuck your faith in him ever getting better She deserves better so go (Yet you say that this is love Yet it’s so damn far from us) Everything's burning Everything's falling apart Where'd she go? I don't know! Through the door! Follow her! I don’t know what you want from me You’re Always twisting tearing pulling at my seams His over reaction has you trembling at the knees Whispering to save you But I’m nowhere in the room You’re only options spells lose Painting your face with all this black and blue You have battle scars and it shows (all because of you!) I can sense your fear from the tears on your clothes (all because of you!) Blanket your anxiety and move on (all because of you!) Find solace in my arms and I’ll be your home (all because of you!) Wish someone would save me (Running home just to find her dead!) So that should come and see (Running home just to find me dead!) What the fuck is happening!? (Running home just to find us dead!) I hear you screaming I wonder what that’s all about? The ground you stand on will fall through the cracks Now I'm falling too Hold you close as we fall to the abyss together I'm falling for you Stop what you’re saying This game that you’re playing You’re talking in circles now I know what you’re doing It’s us that you’re ruining I guess I should straighten this out Hey lovely, love me 'Cause I know that you're hurting and I got the medicine to cleanse you of your sin, that's him He ain't shit He's a bitch So get the fuck over it Stop what you’re doing Don’t fight it you’re choosing To ignore all we have I’m sorry if it hurts you Miss, you really have to learn this And I know You know That I love you Shieeet Your phone begins to ring I wonder who’s been calling Your eyes they tell the truth Your mouth continues lying Over and Over again And in the bed you lay Reaping what you’ve been sowing You reek of kerosene Such fragile things are burning Up in flames Just like me Find yourself before you move forward Tread this water cautiously Pray for tomorrow and live for today Carve your path as your past fades away Warm your heart and save your soul Purity tainted by a world so cold Everything's dark Down this lonely road I'm reaching out my hand To never let go Please don't let go I won't let go This is a truth that I cannot refuse (Breathe hope inside of your lungs) Can’t seem separate what’s been glued (There will be better days) I can’t imagine what you’ve been through (Wake up, the past is dead) Your name reads dead on the news (We'll get you to a better place) Why cant I see what's in front of my face!?
6.
I wanna get you high! Like I do I wanna blow your mind Will a gun do? Melatonin to dream away my sane (Sometimes I) Kerosene to burn my memories (Play on abuse) Fell asleep in your arms again today (You're still my) But I'm always thinking ahead (favorite thing to do) Altered vision My breath declined Swarming colors A toxic mind Can I go back To the moment I wasn’t hanging on By a thread A chain events All inspired by my first death So it’s safe to say I won’t be boring you I’ll just drown myself I’ll just find my hell Take a second to look back on all the moments we shared And all the of times that you cared (And all that you’ve got for me) I can't bare to go to war with you again and again Lost in a labyrinth; doubtful of ever reaching the end (Stole from me) Locked and loaded and you're bloated from the ego that you're stroking, bottling up your emotions is gonna cause an explosion The way you look in my eyes, it's like we already died But I'm still spraying the flowers Take some time or medication Fulfill your lust for stimulation Use me but don't hurt me I'm just kidding. I love the pain Why do you hold on to all that I do? Your face is twisted Behold my muse I hear you scream I hear your judgment Maybe we’re just better off this way Maybe we’re just better off I wanna get you high! Like I do I wanna blow your mind Will a gun do? Melatonin to dream away my sane (Sometimes I) Kerosene to burn my memories (Play on abuse) Fell asleep in your arms again today (I'm still your) But I'm always thinking ahead (favorite thing to do) Fuck! Hold me under while I’m breathing Scream so loudly Why can’t they hear me? The silence is deafening Or am I insane? Take all your love and take all your pain I'll wake up every morning without your loving touch or the sweet sound of your voice But the ringing noise coming from void Has me feeling numb, dumb, and destroyed The walls are crumbling down now I'm lost and I can't be found But dont pretend to be astounded When I am 6 feet underground (I feel like sinking and I'm cold I think the river wants my soul I feel exhausted, oh can anything save me?!) [I think the river wants my soul] The last thing on your mind ain't me or the remnants of what we used to be This cold wet weather has you hot and tethered But just wait til the start of spring Dont wait for me (I feel like sinking and I'm cold I think the river wants my soul I feel exhausted, oh can anything save me?!)
7.
Under the weather Where's your umbrella? (Do you can an umbrella?) I've only seen the world in black and white But you've changed the cones in my eyes in my eyes I miss you dearly, love at times I like to reminisce I wish you were still here with us At least I know you're up above Wish I could stare forever Do you believe in after? Could this be forever? Couldn't be, couldn't be never You sing so sweet and so silently and with your blue eyes tell me how we all die I miss you dearly, love at times I like to reminisce I wish you were still here with us At least I know you're up above
8.
All but repressed it I really should say "No! Get away! I don’t have a problem, I’m just really oppressed!" (No!) I'm not your blanket of security (It couldn’t be) Making everything about the way you fake sincerity (I don’t know how it could’ve found it’s way on...) Wake up every night to loneliness so you call to me All the roads lead the same way (...me) The end is disappointing Such a perfect crime Burned out my light! You never have the time But that's just my way of placing blame on you for things I cannot Overkill’s a must Contemplate thoughts of levity Suicide will come in handy With a gun and a rose I’m the fucking bachelor! I'm starting to feel about an ounce of regret Heart spirals To hear you whisper You’ll find yourself Stumbling I will come To push you further Down this empty road or just stand and watch you Burn away for good Here we go Down this winding road In which we Can’t go back Well I know What you seem to suffer with It’s all these Fucking consequences That you never thought I’d hold you to I guess I’m stuck with being all my wrongs And now I see I’m so deserving Served up a platter of your own I think my pain has started showing Words just seem to Betray me I hear them laughing back at me I wish I never would’ve known The things that you did in our home

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Here's a story of the waves we face....

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released July 19, 2019

Sam Mora - Vocals
Aldrynne Eslava - Vocals
Macklyn Flannery - Guitar, Vocals
Shaka D. Cakes - Drums
Joey Pina - Bass

Music and Lyrics by Swim, Gustavo!
Recorded, produced, mixed and mastered by Matt Rubick. Addition vocal production by Austin Rubick. Artwork by Spaceman Spiff.

Special thanks to Mikey Pina, Angel Almaguer, Erick Serrano, Erol Ulug, Jon Haines, Tom & Michelle Flannery and all family and friends who have supported us since our creation.

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